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After my spazzing out mode, I went upstairs n woke my mom up n talked
calmly with her about why I was upset about the flower shop thing, but
also how I understood why she made the purchase n thought it was a good
thing to do, and it is if it succeeds.
Then I told her about when I was talking to Crystal last night n
getting me all set up to live in the apartment building uptown where
she does. She said I have to wait till next month after xmas n shit.
The only reason I'd even agree to it would be because she's paying my
security deposit stuffs. Maybe my down payment, too? I'm gonna be
living off my social security check, which is
$450.00. But my mom's still paying my cell phone so w/e my bill is the
month before, should be $80-$90, she'll subtract it when she cashes the
check and give me the rest so that leaves me about $370, minus $260 for
rent, which is $110 to live off. Plus ya gotta figure in food costs,
but I'm gonna get WIC, Medicaid, and foodstamps so I can afford the
save the $100's leftovers every month to get my permit, my car fixed
[in time],
and a portable dvd player. I could prolly get the dvd player for xmas
though along w my ps2 cuz they're only like $30 at dollar general. But
if the flower shop thing works, she wants to sublet at mel's bakery
uptown, then i'll have a job to save up for the car and the kid n
everything and won't need the car to get there cuz it's like not even
100 yrds away lol. But I don't even know if I'll get the apartment
because I'm only 16 n stuffs but Crystal said to list her as a
reference and explain everything n she might let me ya know. The only
problems I'd have is that there are no windows which isn't really that
big of a deal I guess but w/e, a dude died there but I want a priest to
come bless the house beforehand if I get the apartment, EJ will be
right across the hall from me in his apt, annnnd if I do the
application and get the apartment this month, I can't move in till next
month n she might give it to somebody else, or the same thing if I was
to wait until next month to do the application. There's still an apt
out back but it's $600/month or some shit that I can't afford to do.
Shit, if I had $600 to blow on rent I'd want EJ's old apartment, that
shit was huge. Oh, another big factor... Pookie. Crystal said as far
as dogs go she thinks as long as they're small and neutered it's ok to
have 'em but she's not entirely sure, which I hope that is the case bc
if not, I either have to get rid of him or find somewhere else or stay
here andddd I don't want to do any of those things. Right after my
mommy told Rochelle, she came upstairs all fake as sin sweetypie act
shit "hi baby sister, I made u french toast" I didn't want it, the
smell made me nauseated and I was busy taking nailpolish off for an
hour. She doesn't think I'll be able to do it and I'll be making Mom
buy me shit n just living up there. I mean yeah, I'm gonna do my
laundry here probably, but that's it bc I'm gonna make it on my fucking
own.
Amanda's coming over 2night n she's gonna do my nails french tip for
me, bc I really suck at that shit haha. She and Tara died their hair,
and Justin 2, yesterday. Tara did hers black and then did red
highlights, which every1 knows u can't cover black dye to easily, but
yeah so hers barely shows and I haven't seen Amanda's hair yet. They
sent me a pic of Justin, but it's like when I did Texas' it's kinda
pink but u don't really notice the color difference at all.
Rochelle's going out tonight, so Mother's watcing Ryleigh.
I feel like I've been sleeping all day, but I only slept like 5 or 6
hours. I woke up like 7 times though. Tex woke me up 2 or 3 times but
left shortly after and even left me some Newports haha. Well, I feel
like puking. Goodbye!
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